thanks for sharing that man, its an awful responsibility to admit to other people that ones’ connection to reality is very different from most in way that gets judged by people that haven’t experienced that
I know the feeling i think, been sectioned so many times now because of substances but just trying to express that “im ok but need some real help”
he does video feedback loops which can sometimes be interesting but he is doing it without any of the context a feedback loop would be interesting in other than the fact that a video feedback loop can look ‘cool’ and his creation to do it with + lots of money & views
its rly rotten
the end goal of the result isn’t just to be ‘trippy’ or exciting for a video but he want views and views keep him fed
there is actual room to explore expression in these methods and not also do ‘this’ imo
P.S i’ve never liked your input much bc its so youtuby, and prescriptive… do you have some results to drop into the thread?
and i know this is an insane response to a person (whom i usually can appreciate) who was just seemingly responding positively to one of my own posts but the problem is that i hate his fucking guts and my own too much. I’ve been internally building resentment for years with Para
why minimize everything with such truly shoddy comparison all the fucking time???
guy could actually see jesus coming out of his cave and be like, well…this guy on youtube actually came out and also showed that the cave could have been much better with this free plugin and a more complex drum pattern
Top 10 plugins to become to Miles Davis user kinda vibe