so, full of nothing,
back to bed.
Have you become a Juggalo?
Juggahoe.
(Jugga who?)
JuggaNo Thanks Please.
a lovely ditty to wake up to
I hadnāt realized until just lately
that thereās a whole 'nother level to You Tube
where secret & rare recordings are accessible.
Itās called Inner Tube.
what actually happened to alpacafiles? was pretty close to being online iirc, but that was a while ago though
The 42 are now the Order of the 37.
ah! more and more power accruing to the individual lounge lizard.
let me know when there are but 12
and weāll start a religion.
the lounge lizard has visions of 73, damn lizard. too much editing
From my brief research so far, it seems that the lizardās plan is to make His truth, the Truth for all
Risky road, this undercover work. Coffee isnāt enough anymore. Must find the Tea thread
73 lizards sounds a worthy goal
four skin two
Theres just something about lizards. They could have been dinosaurs!
Read youāre fasting btw sd5, had 4 meals today
doesnāt work
by this stage I never want to eat again
and consider you to be polluting your etheric body
Yeah yeah hope you come out of it ok, heard some people suffered from breaking their fast too abruptly
been doing it for decades
mores the problem is not preparing properly
and fasting with shit still inya.
coming off today with juices
then steamed homegrown vegiesā¦
yrself man.
Oh fair enough, nice going
half an orwell
orwell? whatever.
Iāve explained fasting on here a few times over the years.
I donāt do it for āspiritualā reasons
but some surfing mates got me onto Ehret when I was 18.
I read up and started to experiment.
Was very impressed when I fell a storey onto rusty nails puncturing my thigh deeply
which became badly infected & swollen.
Rather than go to a doctor, young & stupid, I went onto a water fast.
After a week I squeezed the leg & a huge amount of pus ran out
(I mean a river that covered my hands)
and it subsequently healed with a moderate scar.
So I was convinced of the healing benefits.
and shown that fasting has a psychological component;
I now KNOW that I can survive, without eating, for a week minimum
which is a good thing to know in an emergency.
I now KNOW that daily hunger is largely a habit.
that TRUE hunger doesnāt arise for at least a week in mild weather with mild exertion
(Iāve surfed big Sunset Beach 4 days into a water fast)
despite craving, salivation at the aroma of food & FEAR OF MISSING OUT.
Yearly fasting MAKES me make time for myself, my body, my health.
At one stage, when I was a teacher,
I lived in a tent for a week next to a beach in the middle of summer,
doing nothing but sleep, swim in the ocean & read
but Iāve also done a weekās fast whist working
and sometimes when I was living at home in the suburbs.
It has become easier over the years
basically because I KNOW what Iām doing,
I avoid a lot of contact with other people
largely because they donāt get it & I can be a bit cranky or bedraggled.
Sometimes, particularly on fasts longer than 5 days,
possibly in starvation mode, I begin to feel reluctant to finish,
that food is an impurity, an imposition upon an enlightened corpus.
I understand these thoughts signify pleasure in liberation from material inputs
and cause me to idealize a death whereby I sit under a tree with sufficient water
to starve to death without being dehydrated
( many unofficial, doctor-supervise euthenasias
occur not just thru increasing doses of opiates
but thru withdrawl of water)
Starving to death with sufficient water would take longer
but wouldnāt entail uncomfortable kidney failure.
In short, long experience of fasting
gives me great comfort & confidence in my ability to self-manage my being.
However, I have never been able to persuade even one person
to emulate the practice
so I accept that that my experience is unconvincing.